GEtting busier and busier.. then not very faithful with some of the stuff i been doing.. reallie feel very bad.. and kinda a bit despress by my work load.. repented but still a bit insecure.. but todae's sermon really helped me to put the past behind.. 2003 is over..

Most important thing is during alter call.. Pastor Jeff said.. " Even God have forgive us, But we still haven't forgive ourselves.. are we greater than God?? Who created us? GOd or us??" ... Yeah..

But quite hard to look forward.. isn't so pleasant .. felt a bit low.. coz reallie can't breath from all the coming work load, then a lot of class politics.. Dun reallie wanna be hypocrite, but at the same time have to get into gd grps lor.. Get into all different grp at different subject.. tell u guys i'm reallie going nuts, confusion!! haha~ guess i the most famous person at my class liao.. everyone noes me.. hehe.. i reallie hate to suck up pple, but tats the true world outside.. i hate it hate it hate it.. ya.. i'm not prefect.. but so wad! God is ..!

Went home with Nel and Gang.. coz NEL quite packed.. so we took opposite direction until habour front.. it is reallie a gd move lor.. coz a lot of pple went to chinatown to shop, then reallie pack when reach douby ghaut again.. Yeah, get to know tat a lot of pple inspire to play music 4 God.. yeah! Y-Wam will go from glory to glory.. Hm.. have some great thoughts and vision for myself to do in y-wam.. but first must be faithful in praying first..

i'm not worthy of anything...
maybe i'm not even worth to play 4 music..
who say i'm worth to transfer to y-Wam..
but u guys know something??

i have a worthy God.!! And this is a Yes & Amen.. (though easy to say, but will keep on trying .. if ya guys reading this and happen to be free, kinda give me a short blessing prayer k!~ thanx)